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Ich bin mir nicht einmal sicher, ob ich dahin gehöre. Fremdkörper, wo immer ich hingehe. Zuviel, zuwenig, zu sehr ich. Ach nein, ich bin ja nicht ich. Kopfschmerzen. Nicht ich ich. Wer mag es mir erklären? </font></p><p><font size="1" color="#cccc99"><em>" </em></font><font size="1" face="Verdana" color="#cccc99"><em>One at a time, constants become surreal<br /> One at a time, heart attacks are consealed<br /> I can see that I lose the joys of life,<br /> One at a time.<br /> Suicides are revealed<br /> You will see that I lost another life"</em></font></p><p><font size="1" color="#cccc99">Zickzacklauf zum Ziel...Weg vergessen.</font></p><p><font size="1" color="#cccc99"><em>"</em><em>Five A.M. on the bathroom floor from the night before.<br /> Do you find me dreadful?<br /> What a shame such a sad disgrace, <br /> Such a pretty face. <br /> But she's not regretful.<br /><br /> Am I beautiful?<br /> Am I usable?<br /><br /> It's killing time again.<br /> Put on your face and let's pretend, <br /> These killing lights won't kill us all again.<br /><br /> Three A.M. on the city street, <br /> When the air is sweet, <br /> I have had my mouth full<br /> But it seems that outside the screen<br /> Such a pretty face often will look dreadful.<br /><br /> Am I beautiful?<br /> Am I usable?<br /><br /> It's killing time again.<br /> Put on your face and let's pretend, <br /> these killing lights won't kill us all again.<br /><br /> they see.they always remember.<br /> they never forget a face...<br /><br /> when they cut cut cut cut cut cut cut you up, <br /> cut cut cut cut cut they remember.<br /><br /> cut cut cut cut cut cut cut you up.<br /> cut you all up!<br /><br /> It's killing time again.<br /> Put on your face and let's pretend, <br /> these killing lights won't kill us all again.<br /><br /> It's killing time again.<br /> cover your face and we'll pretend, <br /> these killing lights can't kill us all again.<br /><br /> All again.<br /> All again.<br /> It's time again.<br /> It's killing time."<br />[AFI - The Killing Lights] </em></font></p><p><font size="1" color="#cccc99"> </font></p><p><font color="#cccc99"><font size="1">What a shame if I lack the words to explain me myself and I - such a shame to (ab)use lyrics written by people to me unknown to express me myself and I?</font> </font></p> </font> </td> </tr> <tr> <td width="100%"> <table border="0" style="BORDER-TOP: #f2f2f2 1px dotted;" width="100%" cellspacing="3"> <tr> <td> <font face="Verdana, Tahoma, Arial" size="1" color=""> <i>18.3.08 12:04</i><br>  </font> </td> <td> <font face="Verdana, Tahoma, Arial" size="1" color=""> <div align=right><a href="http://riven-me.myblog.de/riven-me/art/5781693/">verlinken</a><br> </div> </td> </tr> </table> </td> </tr> </table> </center> <font face="Verdana, Tahoma, Arial" size="2" color=""> <br /><br /> <a name="comm"></a> <center>bisher <b>0</b> Kommentar(e)     <a rel="nofollow" href="http://riven-me.myblog.de/riven-me/tb/5781693/642348" target=_blank>TrackBack-URL</a> <p align=right> <p align=right> <script type="text/javascript"> var blogTool = "20six/myblog"; 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